Tuesday, April 18, 2017

Why I'm a Failure

I totally and completely failed over the past few months. One thing you may have noticed is that I haven't been posting much. I've been completely overwhelmed with everything.

The following is a list of things that I've failed doing:

1. I failed to blog. I've been meaning to do this, but I just haven't had time.

2. I failed to finish my story for the Chapter Book Challenge.

3. I failed to write my March story for the 12x12.

4. I'm way behind in critiquing the April stories from my critique group.

5. I haven't updated my website in forever.

6. All of my personal projects are at a stand still right now.

The list could go on forever, but these are the main problems.

Failure is the first way I tend to look at things when I don't get to complete all the tasks I want to get done. There are reasons I haven't been able to do the above tasks. I'm still experiencing pain/fatigue/sleeplessness from my car accident. My whole family has been sick for over a month. I have an illustration job. I have two kids, one of those kids are under 2 years old (and is refusing naps). I have family and friends I spend time with. I also have to do the laundry and dishes once in a while.

Often I feel like the above things are excuses instead of legitimate reasons for not getting things done. They would be excuses if I was letting them take over my life and not getting anything done. It's important to look at the positives when then negatives seem to outweigh the positives in your life. I don't do this enough, so I'm going to do it now.

Here is the list of things I've accomplished over the last few months:

1. I worked on Smart Dummies (with the Smart Dummies Planning Group) and we came up with some good leads for the event. Also some great ideas to make the event better.

2. I got over 10,000 words written in March for a new story thanks to the Chapter Book Challenge.

3. I wrote a new story in both January and Febuary for the 12x12 and April is not yet over!

4. I feel like I gave the best feedback I could for my critique group January-March. I will be able to do the critiques for April -- just late.

5. I am working on an illustration commission. I feel like I'm not over the biggest hurdle for this and will be able to finish up soon.

6. I have tons of ideas thanks to Storystorm. I may not have times to work on those ideas, but they are written down and will be stored for later.

7. I have a wonderful family. My house isn't clean, but no one died. Having kids that live is relatively important.

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Think about all the things you did since the beginning of the year. How many failures did you have? What was the reasons behind those failures? Write down the things you accomplished and focus on those. Life will get in the way, but you can still get things done.

I had an art teacher who use to say that with art you are always getting better even when you aren't creating. If you stopped creating art for many years you still would be better than you were when you stopped because you bring all your experiences into your work. The same goes for writing. If you can't work, then absorb as much of the world as possible. You can use it later in your craft!



Tuesday, March 14, 2017

Are Your Dreams Worth it?

I was at the local McDonalds today chatting with my friend and letting the kid's play. Just as we are about to leave the words "I'm worth it." start blaring on the radio. Something about me and this song don't mix and I happily leave the restaurant without hearing the end.

Even though it's a song I like the words keep repeating in my head. I've been meaning to write a blog post anyway, and I know that the subject of worth often comes up when working in a creative field. I can tell you, without a doubt, you are worth it. I don't even have to know who you are to say this. I could not, however, tell you if your dreams are worth pursuing.

In general I could say that dreams are worth pursuing. When you get more specific by saying: "Is _____ worth it to _____, then the answer is much less clear. For the purposes of this blog I feel as though the question is "Is it worth it to become a Children's Writer or Illustrator." The answer to this is an undeniable yes and no.

Let's be specific by answering some questions Would the journey be worth it if:

I never get a book published?
It makes me hate my work?
I never become famous?
It means my house is a mess?
I never get any work?
It affects my health?
I become estranged from my family?
Someone else raises my kids?
It makes me feel bad about myself?
No one likes my work?

Think of the worst thing that could happen. Could you live with this?

The list could go on forever. There is no right or wrong answers, only what is right for you. Think now and see if you could be happy if some or most of these were true.

It takes a special kind of person to be a writer or illustrator. Take moment look at all these scary possible outcomes and tell yourself (out loud) it's worth it to follow the dreams you love.  You are worth it.



Wednesday, March 8, 2017

Coffee for Smart Dummies 2017

It's nice to see the words in print even though the actual event is still a ways off! Right now I'm early in the planning stages of the event. I'm hoping to add new features to the event and make the event more accessible to writers. I want to keep the event free to enter, so I could use a bit of help keeping everything going. This is where you come in.

If you have enjoyed being a part of Smart Dummies in the past, please consider buying me a coffee. This is a low cost way to help keep the event going. I spend $25 out of my own pocket for the Amazon gift card each year. I also spend a lot of time planning and hosting this event. I have 2 kids (1 and 6 years old) so it's not always easy to find the time. It's much easier justifying a babysitter (or asking family for help) if I have a bit of money coming in.

I would much rather make money off of my own picture books (or other creations) than off of Smart Dummies. I do, however, want it to continue to run even if I'm not able to physically do the work myself. I will keep the coffee button on my blog, so even if you can't donate now, maybe you'll be able to do so in the future!

Please donate a cup of coffee to keep Smart Dummies going!


Tuesday, January 31, 2017

There is no Such Thing as a Bad Idea: Day 30

I hope you all enjoyed participating in Tara Lazar's Storystorm! I also hope you enjoyed my bad ideas this month. How did you do for ideas this month?

Bad Idea 30:

GLITTER BOOK. A book that shoots out glitter every time you turn each page. 

Want help generating good ideas? Check out Storystorm to help you out! https://taralazar.com/

Monday, January 30, 2017

There is no Such Thing as a Bad Idea: Day 29

Thanks to Tara Lazar for creating Storystorm!

Bad Idea 29:

A book written by a baby for babies. 

Want help generating good ideas? Check out Storystorm to help you out! https://taralazar.com/

Sunday, January 29, 2017

There is no Such Thing as a Bad Idea: Day 28

Thanks to Tara Lazar for creating Storystorm!

Bad Idea 28:

A nonfiction book about making cakes with no ingredients, no pictures and no cakes mentioned throughout.

Want help generating good ideas? Check out Storystorm to help you out! https://taralazar.com/

Saturday, January 28, 2017

There is no Such Thing as a Bad Idea: Day 27

Thanks to Tara Lazar for creating Storystorm!

Bad Idea 27:

A book of illegible signatures that may or may not all be mine. 

Want help generating good ideas? Check out Storystorm to help you out! https://taralazar.com/